Ek baat hai usme jo mujhe khichi ja rahi hai... :)

Kuch baat hai usme jo ab tak kisi aur me na tha.. Wo waisi nahi jaisa maine socha tha but kuch toh hai usme ki fir bhi wo mujhe bahot jyada pasand hai ... Wo na hi mujhe ache se manaa pati hai na hi kabhi kabhi wo samajh pati hai ki main  kya chahta hu...

Lekin fir bhi,, Kuch toh hai ki uske liye bilkul bhi alag feelings hain meri... Na koi expectations hai is tarah ki wo har wqt mere samne rahe... Usse baat tak nahi hoti dil bhar k lekin fir bhi uske liye feelings bilkul alag hain... Ab tak jo bhi life me ayi, baat nahi ho pati thi toh mera dil kehta tha ki ab aur baat nahi karni. Lekin aisi kya baat hai usme ki uski har baat manjur hoti hai .. Har shart manjur hoti hai...

Ek baat toh hai usme jo aaj tak kisi me nahi dikhi mujhe... Kisi ne bhi mujhme utna patience nahi daala jitna usne... Ek dard sa chipa hai mere dil k paar.. Us dard ko isne samjha... Kuch toh baat hai isme....

Par fir bhi, baat chahe kuch bhi ho main bas itna janta hu ki wo bilkul bhi alag hai bakiyon se, aur use main kabhi khona nahi chahta... Zindagi gujarne ko dil karta hai uske sath...

N****, You are miles and miles and miles apart,

Although so far you’ve touched my heart,

Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,

Seem to shorten each and every mile,

I wake every morning and rest at night,

My thoughts and dreams filled with your sight,

On how I wish, in darkness of light,

I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight . . .